apa harus duluan.apa harus kemudian.

i am glad that i am a step ahead.
finished study and own a degree is such a something to me.
in fact, it has to be something (such a big thing) for everyone, it is barely a need now - certificate.

i dunno.its just during my final year, i dont care what will my result be as long as i grad.
nah.there u go.
grad with not-very-good grades.

now im in the world of working.
career would be the best word.
3 months since i started.
and u now what ive been thinking?
an increment.
ya.i need one.increment. my salary man.

and after a big step (finished study+job)
i think i need more steps.
but, which path, which way, which foot; left or right, should i choose to move.

1st of all,
i wanted to accomplished my wishlist.
all those wishlist of mine, im not hoping for anyone else to fullfilled it for me (eg; mr.bf)
i hope, i will myself accomplished every single of it.

i want a hundreds of working outfit in my wardrobe.
hundreds of shoes and bags.
and make-ups.

ok.chup.

a bigger step.
lets think of a bigger thing.

i want a car.

but wait.can i afford 1?the installment.

besides car.

i want to always fly to JOHOR.

and in the meantime, i want to save more.
yaaa.saving sounds great kan.

but wait.
PTPTN?
i should by now have started to pay.

see.
i mean, how could i
how the hell can i
do that everything above at the fucking same time.

and plus.
i want to give mummy more.
more than couple hundreds.

i want to buy my niece gift.every month.

see.where to my expenses should go first.

where is the priority.
where?

1. PTPTN
2. mummy.family.
3. shopping for my needs (makeups, clothes, bags, shoes, accessories)
4. save money (supaya kawin cepat)
5. car (+ driving license)
6. fly to JOHOR

or the susunan is quiet tidak betul.
ada cadangan.anyone?