hey hey

heyyy..haii...im back here! lol.

its been so long kan.

u know, when iam back in here, means there is something i got or i WANT.

today its more to I WANT.as usual

lets not waste time.

i want this sooooo badddddddd pleaaseeeeeeeeeeee.

i found 2 blogshop selling this last 2weeks, but as usual, it went sold out right when i submit the order form :(( uwaaaaaaaaa

pls.pls.pls.

if anyone, see this, anywhere, in size 7 anytime, pls do inform me. iam dying for this Black Caged Heels.

thanx in advance.weeeeee. let us all pray that i will manage to find this shoes anywhere, in affordable price.(65 to 70MYR will do) weeeeeeee.

bye! see u soon!

Love,

Cinoi

jangan kau bimbang sayang, di mana ku berada, dengan siapa ku bersama jangan bimbang ku tetap kau yang punya

perhatian!! perhatiann!! (cewah, lama dah x update blog ni, saja buat kecoh sini)

ha ha ha. siapa tau blogshop mana ada jual niii barang??
saya sangat mahukan barang ni.ehe. sampai pening kepala browse online butik sana sini di depan pc.

1) red checkers babydoll.

*picture credit to kiss kiss bang bang

2) acid wash skinny jeans

tolong ya tuan-tuan dan puan-puan. barangsiapa mengetahui di mana2 ada dijual ini barang, sila kemukakan ke saya. mekaseh!!!

dan di bawah ini saya senaraikan beberapa e-boutique yang pernah saya shopping di sana sekaligus merecommendkan kepada kamu sekalian.

1. Little Dressing Room - grey gf shirt
2. MyDressSpace - Oxford shoes
3. The Closette - Vest
4. Vego - Maxi dress
5. Enchanting Heart - Working outfir (high waisted pencil skirt, blouse, n a few piece more)
   
6. In Lurve With - Black n White heels
7. Brain-Braun-Beauty - Checkers shirt
8. Chantique Corner - Loads of mekapsss
9. Maharanilicious - Cheetah Kimono Top
   

ini saja la yang aku ingat. ngehehe..selamat mencuba.jangan sampai addict macam aku ok! bye.

xoxo,

cinoiqilavigne

iam getting paid to shop

today is 30th march already, and i havent received my salary, so it'll be tomorrow.

i've been doing my budget for this coming salary since forever.

and ive been stalking the online boutique as usual.

and look what i've found

http://miss-shopaholics-closet.blogspot.com/2009/03/007s01-black-white-shoes.html

lawaaaaa kan.

i immediately (last friday) mailed the seller.

she replied me on saturday. and unfortunately, my size was sold out already!

awwww..it hurts me. SOLD OUT.

i knew this is going to happen. Size 7 was always went sold out first.

uhuk. i soo want this, BECAUSE this pattern is kind of hard to find in any stores.

hmm..its ok. i've purchased (actually i've ordered but not pay yet, ingat, only get my paid tomorrow) a skirt, high-waisted with shoulder straps , and a satin top (for work) last week.

i get a very good price for 3items, actually. and im sure will love it. and i get free shipping too! isnt that great?! it is babe! go online shopping now! right from your desk!

p/s- dont forget to watch Confessions Of A Shopaholic. i sooo love all the bags that can be seen at the movie. ALL.

p/s/s- im thinking of opening an online stores, selling my pre-loved item. so mannnyy that my wardrobe want to muntah already. what say u?

online shopping is hell fun.

i get dizzy everyday browsing the online boutique.

im addicted to it. feels like doing window shopping at the office. its crazy.i am so into it.

lots of crazy stuff coming in everyday. sooo cant resist.

1. 1st of all, i am buying maxi dress. in fact, i bought it oredi. just waiting for the dress to arrive.hoho.

nice one huh?

2. and this high waisted pinafore, sort of. ive reserved this too. just about to do the transaction. mine is in BLACK colour.

http://enchanting-hearts.blogspot.com/2009/02/cotton-high-waisted-skirt.html

3. and this kimono..that can make u go woot woot..i am so crazy...hv to maintain my budget..so anyone?i really want this..i havent reserved yet, due to my budget.ah, it is always budget budget and so..

http://double-woot.blogspot.com/2009/03/sexy-batikish-kimono.html

4. last but not least, Pierre Patented Handbag in blue-electric colour..ah..anyone (again).

http://ix-ora.blogspot.com/2009/02/pierre-patented-handbag.html

ok.here's the deal. the first 2 item, i bought myself. ok. that is for sure.

the last 2 item, the number 3 & 4, u guys are welcome to buy it for me.tq.i know its crazy.just please, i am helping u guys here, to pick a pressie for me. (ive provide the link to the e-boutique too!)

bag it!

i sooo want this http://themilkyland.blogspot.com/2008/12/milky-bag-15_18.html

but all sold out.huhuhu..anyone?

picture credit to The Milkyland

my song

these are songs i listen to..currently..

bunkface - revolusi
soko - take my heart
yuna - dan sebenarnya
yuna - after midnight
alexa - jangan pernah pergi
paramore - i caught myself
infinatez - ada masa
paramore - decode
pink - sober
taylor swift - love story
we the kings - secret valentine

just wanna share with u guys.
have a pleasent day ahead.

xoxo,

cinoiqilavigne

how can we measure up.

i choose to love him. and i am aware at that time that we will have a long distance relationship as long as we are not married.Sabah - Johor.
i went to Semenanjung last week to meet him.
we met.have fun.eat.laugh.shopping.

i am happy that finally i met him after 5months being away.
but that 5days seems not enough.

and i think i get even worse than before.
because i have to start all over again to cope with stuff that im away from him AGAIN.ya again.

after the last week trip, i went back here and kept thinking that i have to wait another 5 to 6 months to meet him AGAIN. because he is coming to Sabah this July. which is our next eye to eye session.

ok. i know i have to cope with that distance as long as we are not married.

ok.enogh of my love life.

whats my accomplishment?

graduat - checked
job - checked
car - ??

what else.yeah. i want a better job with higher pay.i am now an assistant engineer. but practically i am not just doing an assistant engineer job. u should know what i mean.

and some time in last week, i went for a u-dont-want-to-know interview. its not like a formal interview. but it kinda an interview for a job but in a different way. sorry i have to cover up to make sure u guys doesnt know what interview i've intended.

when peeps ask why did i decide to attend that. i told them i want to know how far can i go. just like when i went for the Pesona Nona audition. how far can i go. outside my own field, the engineering.

ok this is the biggest secret (maybe not for some people) - i really want and wish to be a singer/dancer/model/actress/entertainer. ahaks. but ya. it is true. but it is not that i dont want to be an engineer. i want to be an entertainer with a brain.

oh.what a crap im talking about.
saja membunuh masa sabtu ku di pejabat.

ok.so.

what then is a measure of a life, is it define by the people we choose to love, or is life simply measure by our accomplishment, and what if we fail or never truly loved, what then can we ever measure up?anyone?

sindarella

hatiku.mimpiku.anganku.

memang banyak anganku.
semuanya menjurus kesempurnaan.

pernahkah anda membaca kehidupan.
bukan meramal.membaca.mcm baca novel.

iya.aku sedang baca blog.satu-satu.blog aku.satu-satu entry sedari pertama dulu.pelik bukan.

entah kenapa.aku tidak pernah jemu dengan apa yang aku tulis sendiri.
dan bila aku baca.rasa ingin keluar airmata.
mungkin kerana itu aku memblog.
aku mau sesuatu kenangan itu boleh aku baca.kenang semula.
kerana tidak mungkin dapat aku ulang semula.

itu yang sudah lepas.

yang akan datang bagaimana.

iya.itulah anganku.
inginkan semuanya sempurna seperti yang aku angankan.
dem.
rasa itu kadang mengganggu.
rasa memaksa maksa dalam diri.
memaksa di luar had sendiri.

kadang orang lain tidak sedar mereka memaksa kita yang di luar had kita.
tidak faham?
tidak mengapa.

sebab aku faham sendiri.
aku benci bila orang ingin menentukan apa harus aku buat.
walaupun dia itu kakak aku.


bagaimana jika mereka memutuskan sesuatu yang hak kita untuk putuskan
, dan lebih lagi, itu di luar batas mampu kita.geram bukan.

jadi berhenti la memaksa dan mengatur aku.
aku bukan lagi anak kecil wahai kakak.

faham la.
bagi la aku peluang membuat keputusan sendiri.
dan biarlah management hidup aku, aku yang putuskan.
aku yang kerjakan.
cukuplah memaksa.

aku juga inginkan kesempurnaan itu.cuma sila masing-masing bersabar.dan jadi realistik.aku penat dilakukan sebegini.penat.
biar aku yang uruskan ya.

apa harus duluan.apa harus kemudian.

i am glad that i am a step ahead.
finished study and own a degree is such a something to me.
in fact, it has to be something (such a big thing) for everyone, it is barely a need now - certificate.

i dunno.its just during my final year, i dont care what will my result be as long as i grad.
nah.there u go.
grad with not-very-good grades.

now im in the world of working.
career would be the best word.
3 months since i started.
and u now what ive been thinking?
an increment.
ya.i need one.increment. my salary man.

and after a big step (finished study+job)
i think i need more steps.
but, which path, which way, which foot; left or right, should i choose to move.

1st of all,
i wanted to accomplished my wishlist.
all those wishlist of mine, im not hoping for anyone else to fullfilled it for me (eg; mr.bf)
i hope, i will myself accomplished every single of it.

i want a hundreds of working outfit in my wardrobe.
hundreds of shoes and bags.
and make-ups.

ok.chup.

a bigger step.
lets think of a bigger thing.

i want a car.

but wait.can i afford 1?the installment.

besides car.

i want to always fly to JOHOR.

and in the meantime, i want to save more.
yaaa.saving sounds great kan.

but wait.
PTPTN?
i should by now have started to pay.

see.
i mean, how could i
how the hell can i
do that everything above at the fucking same time.

and plus.
i want to give mummy more.
more than couple hundreds.

i want to buy my niece gift.every month.

see.where to my expenses should go first.

where is the priority.
where?

1. PTPTN
2. mummy.family.
3. shopping for my needs (makeups, clothes, bags, shoes, accessories)
4. save money (supaya kawin cepat)
5. car (+ driving license)
6. fly to JOHOR

or the susunan is quiet tidak betul.
ada cadangan.anyone?

menangis.malu la.jangan ikut graviti itu.harap bisa lawan.

ah.
aku mau dia cepat ke sini.
atau aku cepat ke sana.
hari ini genap 119 hari sudah aku tidak berjumpa dengan syauqi.
ah.gila.

apa kepuasan ber blogging ini.
semua sebab mau menunjuk nunjuk ke dia.
kalau dia tiada.pasti tiada mood untuk berblogging.

ada berapa hari lagi harus tunggu.
airasia, tolong la promosi lagi.
aku ingin terbang.segera.
ah babi.

benci betul rasa segini.
ah.
gila memang.
sudah.
aku tidak akan mula, sebab nanti tidak akan berhenti.

oh, sila lawan graviti.
jangan jatuh di pipi.
malu.